I don't know what to tell you.
I'm not going to hold back from what I'm going to say.
I'm just going to put it all out on the table.

I'm sorry, I gave you the wrong idea.
You probably talk a bunch of shit about me
or telling a bunch of people lies.
Or maybe you aren't saying anything to anyone.
But I want you to know I am sorry.
You liked me, even though I knew, what held you back from telling me?
If you told me, maybe it would've been a whole different story.
Yeah, you gave me "signs", and I'm pretty sure you knew I knew.
You still should've said something.
Because it takes me way too long to catch feelings for someone.
To the point where I start to like someone and they got over me.

I don't know about the position we are in right now, I don't like it.
I feel awkward around you. I feel uncomfortable, when I met you
I thought I would never feel that way towards you.

When I saw you yesterday, I worried about how you would react
towards me. I wish we can just talk about it and clear the air.
All I want you to know is you deserve better than me, someone who
will love you just as much as you love them.

I miss you, Evan.