Way to....

Fucking ruin my day.
I heard that little annoying sound, then instantly
held my breath as, my heart sank to my stomach.
I hate that feeling, that sickening feeling.
It's that feeling I know I have no control of.
No matter how hard I push you away from me.
No matter what I do to forget about you.
You pop up every now and then.....
and the worst part is, I can't help but smile.